2003-01-22 ~ 2:50 p.m.

"I'm 16 years old. I Don't Want To Die"

Oddly enough, I seem to be in super Valley girl mode, which is really rather frightening. I would say that I don't know what's gotten into me, but that would be a complete lie. I could tell you why I have reverted to "look I'm a cheerleader" mode, but I'm an evil pain in the ass hag and just generally don't want to. So you get to just sit there and wonder what the hell is wrong with me today and why I am acting like my former, Jr. High cheerleader self. You know that reminds me, being a cheerleader in Canada is such a drag. You get a pair of shorts, a stupid T-shirt and pathetic pompoms, then get to do stupid cheers which no one is paying attention to anyways. In the U.S.A on the other hand, cheerleading is a BIG thing. They have cheerleader competitions and all. Being a cheerleader is one of those sought after positions. Everyone remembers who was on the cheerleader squad. Totally isn't like that in Canada. No one gives a damn.

When I actually got sleep last...er this morning? I had wonderfully horrible nightmares. The kind where you wake up sweating and nearly screaming. You know, the great fun ones that will stick with you forever. So, sometime this morning while I was laying in bed, relearning how to breathe I made a list of movies that just generally scared the shit out of me. Though I'm still not entire sure why. On my list of uber creepy movies is: Feardotcom, which I'm still working on the whole, why it creeped me out, The Ring (aren't little children supposed to be like...mostly good?) which truthfully, this movies like super creeped me out enough that I actually kept track of my "seven days". Those of you who haven' seen The Ring are undoubtedly sitting there wondering what kind of crack I'm on, and those who have seen the movie are probably wondering just how much more pathetic I can get. Jeepers Creepers which just generally is ultra creepy. I personally have this whole thing for keeping my own eyes, and heart, and spleen...and all other internal organs, yes I know, super weird huh? Into The Mouth Of Madness still bothers me everytime I drive at night. Come to think of it, I'm not too fond of CornFields anymore either, but that is an entirely different story. Wow, that list is like super pathetic. You'd figure if I got bothered by horror movies, I'd quit watching them. Yeah, Right! Cause that would just make sense

Anyways, now that I have made a total and completely vapid, shallow, stupid entry, I am going to work on that whole...attempted to get REAL sleep (as if that exists) and maybe get rid of this monster migrain. Cause that will happen. And just maybe when I wake up, I will be a little bit less...flaky.

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