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2004-01-20 ~ 8:00 p.m.
All At OnceLife has been so busy lately I barely have time for anything. I know I haven't updated for a long time. I plan to hopefully fix that. Funny how life kinda hits you all at once. Suddenly there is so much to deal with. It's almost overwhelming. I've been stressed and depressed lately, and suddenly I have so much more to worry about. Really I suppose most of it isn't a big deal, but somehow it's still stressing me out. My surgery is in a week. I know I shouldn't be so stressed, but it's more than just the actual process that's bugging me....I'm having self-esteem issues. I can't really explain it, though I know it's silly. Next I'm also going to be missing work because of surgery, so I am going to be short on money. I mean I will get by, but I still worry about it. On top of that I was told today that my hours at work are probably going to be changing. Plus I really need a vehicle, but I don't know how I am going to manage that. I I just feel.....overwhelmed. Maybe I just need more sleep. | ||
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