2005-01-02 ~ 8:32 a.m.

All Over Again

Well another year is over and another has begun. Didn't I just do this not long ago? Where did this last year go? I feel like I'm just doing it all over again, course that might be because last year this time I had just started a new job in november, just like now. Yeah, definately done this already. Of Course I think I'm just pessimistic because so far this year hasn't started off all that well. Something about being sick, waiting on that monthly visit and generally being somewhat depressed. Somehow doesn't make my outlook on the next year exactly peachy. On top of that I'm feeling rather petty, but that's the way I get when I'm not feeling well. Made some new year's resolutions, two days in and already I'm annoyed at them. Pretty sad huh? Of course that could possibly be due to the fact that I can't seem to keep my temper in check today. I'm just generally pissed about a whole bunch of this things which I either A) have no control over or B) aren't that big of a deal anyways. Yes I know I need to get back on all my pills, if anyone has the money let me know, cause I don't. Sorry, bitchy second. Well, since I'm at work and should be working I'm going to stop ranting now and wipe out any proof I ever visited this site. I'll try to make a happier, perkier entry later. My apologies for this one.

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