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2003-05-09 ~ 11:18 p.m.
DistractionsI had originally planned to get on here and rant and rave. I had an entire list of things I wanted to scream about, and for the first time in a long time didn't give a shit what people thought. But instead I plopped myself down infront of a movie, and for a brief while, pretending reality didn't exist. I made snide comments about movies and theorized what would be different if the movie was actually based in reality. It was a nice distraction. While I am finally at my comp, and do still have the list of things I wanted to bitch about perfectly clear in my mind, I don't actually have the energy to bitch. It's as if someone has come down, and sucked all the life out of me. I'm not actually tired, not the kind where you want to sleep at least. I know I am exhausted, but still have no desire to sleep. No, it feels like someone has just sucked the will to bitch out of me. And once again the desire not to hurt anyone or have anyone take what I say wrong has kicked in. Gotta love it. So instead, I am going to.......actually I have no clue what I am going to do....but bitch isn't it. While other than the stuff I just said, which I suppose is in some form still bitching. Okay, now I am just making my head hurt...and I'll leave it at that. | ||
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