Left Unsaid

I have actually been working on an entry lately, but I haven't yet decided if I actually want to post it....thus the huge gap. Plus I was away this weekend to somewhere where there was no internet I could get access to. The previously mentioned entry is about my past...though I specifically stated at the beginning of this journal that I wasn't going to talk about my past. Which is why I haven't decided whether I am going to post it yet or not. The only reason I wrote it was because I was reading a friends diary and something they said gave me the sudden urge to write about myself. I don't think I will post it just yet though....if at all. So why I am talking aobut it, I'm not sure. I suppose to justify not having written in several days.

This weekend wasn't exactly fun. I was supposed to sing at a special event, only to end up getting the stomach flu the day before and being unable to keep anything down. Add to that the fact that we had to drive 3 hours to get where we were going, didn't help any. So here I am feeling miserably ill for letting people down this weekend and just generally not having much of a thought process at this moment because I am still sick. So I have no idea how much sense this entry is actually making, espacially after messing up a guest book signage I did earlier this evening. I'm most concerned though that I might have given this flu to my BF, which would make me feel really bad cause that is the last thing he needs right now.

On an up note though, I am rather proud of some record keeping I did in my day planner over the last couple of years that helped out a friend tonight who was trying to remember an exact date. Go me...Yay. Now if only I could do that on a more regular basis rather than so periodically I would be most proud of myself. Also a good thing (well more or less) with the help and encouragement of my wonderful, nearly perfect BF, I actually made a fair amount of progress in the cleaning of my room. I am not the tidyest of people, so cleaning my room is a rather slow process...but at least I've started. Anyways, as my brain seems to be having problems focussing, I think I shall end this here.

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