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2002-05-26 ~ 2:29 a.m.
Nearly Invisible
Ever had nights were you begin to wonder if you are slowly going invisible to those around you? During the course of the evening they got busy with something else seemed to forget about you and it almost feels like you are slowly fading from reality. You are pretty sure they aren’t really doing it on purpose. Lack of sleep or simply being overworked has that effect on the mind, making people forget things...and yet some part of you begins to wonder if you are really even there anymore? Or maybe it’s just me and I'm just losing my mind. Somehow though it made me think of this one Buffy The Vampire Slayer Episode (back when I used to actually watch it) about a girl who was constantly ignored by everyone around her. Espacially the people she so desperately wanted to notice her. She began to feel like she wasn’t there....and slowly she actually did start to fade from sight, until she wasn’t there anymore...but completely invisible. She could still hear and feel and touch but she just didn’t exist in anyone's sight anymore. Some nights I honestly feel like that. I know they don’t mean to...at least I hope they don’t mean to. But sometimes you gotta wonder if you suddently went invisible....*frowns slightly* This might be another entry that ends up on the cutting room floor..... | |
