Yes, I am still here

Yes I'm still around. My internet was cut off for a while...and is actually still on the fritz, but for the moment I have access...go me. Earlier tonight I had a random ramblings in my head of what I would write. Kinda tidbits I kept thinking I would write about. See I'm having issues, and I was thinking about putting them down...but I decided against it. Mainly because the issues I am having are stupid, and I'm just generally sick of having issues. I'm just generally sick of my negative emotions and how my mind seems to work. I hate having self-centered moments and then getting mad at myself for having them. My thoughts are so fucked up, truly. I'm tired of hurting/frustrating people. Unfortunately I still haven't found some marvelous cure.

Gee, instead of bitching about my issues, I bitched about having issues, not a great improvement. I think I will go be weird somewhere else and maybe work on coming up with a happy, fun entry at some point. Nice to have me back huh?

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