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2003-12-07 ~ 6:04 p.m.
Apologies (Santa Claus isn't coming this year)So I just wanted to apologise to all my friends. I had everyone's presents all planned and picked out. Figured I'd pick them all up when I got paid the middle of this month. Have everything done well in time, but there's been a change of plans. I'm not sure I'm going to be giving out presents this year. I feel horrible about it. I had wanted this christmas to be wonderful, spectacular and special. It's not going to happen now. See I really really need the money. I need to save up so I can get a car and an appartement so I can get the hell out of this house. I'm hoping if I start saving I will be able to get out of here soon. I just can't tolerate it anymore. Somebody has got to go, and it isn't going to be my sister, so that leaves me. I just can't stay here anymore. I'm sorry to everyone who might have gotten me a present. I wouldn't blame you if you take it back. So yeah....does anyone want to be my roommate? I don't know how I am going to afford anything on my own. I had planned to spend the rest of this entry pouring out my soul, breaking down and going crazy, but apparently everyone else is falling apart and somebody has got to be the strong one. So I guess that's me. | ||
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