2005-10-16 ~ 11:44 a.m.

Time Spent



I keep telling myself I'm going to write. I'll be driving or working and have whole entries planned out in my mind, then by the time I make it to the computer, they are lost. So today, I have time, I'm at my computer and I don't know what to say. What can I possibly say that wouldn't be just a mindless recitation of events over the last few months? Very little seems to have changed. Except maybe me. I think I've changed. It's hard to tell when it's you. You don't really wake up one morning and go EUREKA! I've changed. Most of the time it's too subtle to notice. So I wonder where all the time has gone. Where was that time spent? and what was I doing? Working I'm sure. Sometimes I wonder if that is really time well spent.....or merely time spent. Other times I wonder if my journal entries will ever start making sense.

 

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